I had a better post than this outlined but then I did a thing and now I'm just sad and depressed going into my vacation and it sucks and I really don't want to talk about it I'll probably just talk more about it later.
You know when Lot and his family leave the city and they were told not to look back but then Lot's wife looked back and turned into a pillar of salt? I think the salt was from tears because right now if I look back I can't stop crying. I was thinking about the future when I did the thing and everything I did was right if I look to the future, but it's all different if I look back.
Anyway this is vague and depressing and I'll write more about it later but right now I gotta kill a bottle of wine and bawl my eyes out.
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